CARRY ON

Carry on without me my love

You came across me like a diamond ring

Yes, just long enough to make my heart sing

But carry on, carry on without me my love

Thought I'd seen the floor of the deepest lake

The beauty of the turth swept around my eyes

'Till the real truth showed itself opaque

With my happy ending replaced by cries

Too much of a burden am I for you

It's so sad: I can't see one, only two

I need your arms to hold me through the night

Never said my securities shone bright

But carry on, carry on without me my love

Currently Listening The Emancipation of Mimi By Mariah Carey see related

- Fly Like a Bird

Somehow I know that
There's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens
And let me be free to

[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of you by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray you'll come and carry me home

Can we recover?
Will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other
We would find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondant
That I feel the need to

[chorus]
Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need You now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home

Keep your head to the sky
With God's love you'll survive

Fly like a bird
Take to the sky
I need you now Lord
Carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side

Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me higher, higher, higher
Carry me home
Higher Jesus
Carry me higher Lord

Currently Playing So-Called Chaos By Alanis Morissette see related

- Not All Me

Wow! Alanis was electrifying last night! Why aren't you coming today Matt? Grrrrrrrrrrr! We will discuss this later. Time to get ready for the NY show! Laterz!

Currently Playing The Emancipation of Mimi By Mariah Carey see related

- Circles

Well, it's official...Megan and I can definitely go to the Alanis concert this Tuesday, despite the obstacle of her mother and several other forces. Yahoooooooooooo!

I woke up this morning, ate 2 donuts and a bagel for breakfast...which was actually more like noon-1 pm lol, that's my morning on sleep-in days, and then at about 4 Kim took me to Freehold mall where we went to Build-a-Bear and I created Rudy, the sweetest, most adorable little bear! He is a lot like me, and he even has the same name.

So we went to the music store and Hot Topic after that, bought nothing, and after that and getting a Kohr's orange ice cream cone (Kim got a coconut and vanilla smoothie) we went to Toys R Us for a few minutes and then headed home. The whole time in the car we played Pau-Latina by Paulina lol, still burning up my personal awareness album chart and I bought it in July. As we were outside the Barnes and Noble going down Route 9 right outside the mall this lady was driving alongside us with her kids and started laughing and smiling when she saw me hugging Rudy in the car. It was so funny, Kim was cracking up. I totally asked for that one in that kind of traffic.

After that I got home, did my first 11 History extra credit definitions and then my mom arrived with Red Lobster, which all three of us ate while watching about 6 episodes of I Love Lucy. After that I had my cake (yum) and a glass of water (should always drink one after eating so much rich food) and then I called Megan, confirmed that the concert on Tuesday was makeable, and then typed this all out. Yahooooooo!

Mariah is #1 on the album and singles chart the week I turn 18. I have to believe that some higher power made that happen. Anyone who knows how I feel about her would not think that is such a crazy thing for me to say.

Adiosito mi gente! Happy Birthday to me!

Currently Playing X&Y By Coldplay see related

- Talk

So, my father and I went into the city today to celebrate his 52nd birthday! :) I got him the funniest card and Fleetwood Mac-The Dance DVD, and we went and saw a show and ate dinner at Pesano's in Little Italy. We both had a great time, albeit a little moist. We needed to buy an umbrella after dinner.

As we were crossing a street in Little Italy right before we went into the restaurant, I saw this shorter guy with this taller girl who was guiding him with his hand in hers, and anyone who knows me well would know how touched I would be by seeing this. My father then mentioned how there are actually many women who prefer shorter men, and that really just put daydreams into my head for the next several hours and counting. I seriously do prefer taller women, it's such a good feeling I get just to think about that. Not that I would ever not want a girl who is shorter than me just because of that reason, but it is definitely a preference; something that makes me feel all warm and gooey inside. Such an odd yet fascinating to finally be able to write about myself in stone.

I honestly cannot believe that in one hour will be June 12, 2005..the day I turn 18 years old. I'm so old and wrinkling! LOL...j/k. It's just funny to think I'm all grown up now...at least by the books. I realize that an old friend of mine who I no longer speak to will be celebrating her 50th the next day...I never realized we had milestone birthdays one day after the other until today. Funny thing.

So anyway, as per Thursday...my Chem and Algebra exams went horribly and so-so respectively, while I felt like I breezed through the Spanish Honors and Christian Morality exams on Friday...got a 92 on the latter, totally nutty test, and Tuesday there is History Honors and English Honors and then my hands are clean. Sweetness.

I don't know why I feel so tensed up though. Hopefully this feeling will wither away this summer. I seriously need to relax and take in some sun and ocean waves, get creative, learn guitar, write more, do some reading, etc. Hmmm. Perhaps I can get most of that done. LOL

Ahhhh! My official last journal entry as a minor. Tomorrow anything I do I will go to jail for a lot more time than I would if I were to do it in the next 46 minutes. I'd better watch my ass! LMAO.

Later my people. :)